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Camwhoring
When she's out with her Supergirlfs or
when she has nothing to do at home.

Tootys & Buaybahs
are the beloved families of hers.

Chocolates
is her choice chocolate.
Cake or drinks ! :D

Beloved Darling
He's of course, who i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
i love you

Yearns ♥
♥ i want

- Camera!
- Outing
- Get over you?

- White boots/Black boots!
- High Heels
- You love Me! ♥
- Bags!
- New pair of shoes
- 165cm tall!
- Shoulder off shirt!
- More Mini shorts!
- Contact lenses!
- Hadegeons!
- Soft toy ... etc bear cute stuff !
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Adam Kor/Da b0ii HuBby.=D❤❤❤
Justin HusBanD.=D❤❤❤
SherMaine.=D❤❤
Dyin Yin Gan Jie.=D❤❤
Ahhwee Gan Kor.=D❤❤
SuChing.=D❤❤
Koon Hong.=D❤❤
ShaWn.=D❤❤
Darly.=D❤❤
Da Sam.=D❤❤
YokeYin.=D❤❤
HweeLing.=D❤❤
SebasTian.=D❤❤
AnGel.=D❤❤
Ah Bu.=D❤❤❤
ManDa Darxx GF.=D❤❤
YuTing Jie.=D❤❤
Tricia(三姐).=D❤❤
DanNica.=D❤❤
AshLey.=D❤
StaCia.=D❤
Trish.=D❤❤
Keli.=D❤
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Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Crazy Girl Is On The Post Right Now ! :P

CRAZZYYY GIRRLLL IS ON THE POSTT ! :p 

Hey ppl , you know what ! 
I loving my baby boy so much , ! :D (i bet you guys are guessing)
Stop Guessing anymore ... He will be mine , always mine :p No one can snatch him away from me ! :D


Baby Boy : I missing you alot , alot , and alot more !!! Your appear make my days brighten up like i never had before ! I love you like nobody else . <3 Trusting you so much that you will wait for me and loving me till the world has ended , is like .... ._. just loving you so much , right now !! <3 :D 


Hey PPL , i siao liao ..... >.> Like i keep MUAHAHAHAHA everywhere ..... ._.
Tired :( Tired of working , Tired of being that nice .... Haish , am i even that cruel !? :( 
Yea , everything is going fine and smooth ... :)

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Although i said that .... i think of that before .... but i still have confidence in our relationship !!
I trust you! Thanks that you willing to change for me . But i need time .
cause i scared !!! My past ... i change for others ! But in the end ... it come backs a shit to me,so i dont know what to do about it !
I am really sorry !!! :( i will try !!! I will !!!

Saturday, January 14, 2012
Insecure & Scared feelings !

Sometimes i feel insecure & Scared !
I want you but sometimes you just give me the feelings for being alone !
Its ok , i know what i feel jiu hao le .
I dont request much as just eveything Up To You !
I miss You ! I hate listening to lies when i know the truth , seriously !
Alone !? What is that ?! I had been through ... Yeah and you accompany me :] if you wanna leave , i wont do anything about it . Mayb i dont worth your time too .
I can sure , i wont leave , i scared . I dont wanna to lose this feelings again .
My Dictionary always have ''scared'' in it ! I wish i am not afraid of it !
Just wanna to say , you are mine , i cant lost that feelings anymore !
I wish to change you but if you cant ... because of me . Its ok , is your choice , i dont force it .
Lets end the topic here than ! <3

Labels: I want you .


Monday, January 9, 2012
New Life !

I had started my new life , yea my new life !
Everything is just gonna be a new item to me .
Jiayou , now aiming to study hard , just to achieve my goal and prove to them !
I am not that silly ! Focus !! My study !! =)
For you - Thanks for your everything , you let me know what's call life to live without him . I trust you , i scared to lost you . Cause of my first love , i scared ! I scared to lost you , scared to lost the feelings that i had from you . Everything i scared , i think you can help me overcome for me ... will you?! ._.
For MYSELF ! Achieving my goals !! Study Hard !! :]
All my friends ! ILOVEYOU ! <3 For all supports that you all had given ! =)

Labels: With you .


Thursday, November 24, 2011
我懂了 MAYBE

I cant bare with it , seriously . . .
HUBERT EE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KORKOR ......
I need you , where are you !? you said you will be there for me but now !? you still in camp. :[
I just need someone to talk to but who .....
this is what it should be but why i feel so ..... urghhh FML .
WO ZONG YU DONG LE , I KNOW LE.

Friday, November 18, 2011
My life !

Hi ppl , i am back ! :]
Hey life jiu shi zhe yang .....
its a long story about it . . .
But what i can say now is just cherish what you had , seriously dont cuo guo le .
Mayb you will say it my fault to give her that mindset but i can say this is her choice or maybe you will say she love me so she does not want to hurt me . Anything , i listen jiu suan le .
Yes , just treat it as is my fault , i had lose my pride le , now lose everything i also dont mind .
I only can say this is my life , i choose this way .
"You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly , nut all you can think about it is the times when they made you smile . " thats you , you are the one who make me smile .
''Change is never easy . You fight to hold on . You fight to let go " And Now i am fighting in this battle .
My story is longer than you expect , you dont need to bother much because that doesn't means anything to you anymore .
Just continue ... and leave me alone .
Dont care about me , seriously .
I am just being STUPID , FOOL , IDIOT in everything .
IMISSYOU , ILOVEYOU .... so what ....
All is just rubbish to you . . . Just throw it in the dustbin than .
你还是要幸福 !I will ..... i sure will .......
Everything is just URGHHHHH ....................... WO BU ZHI DAO , WO SHEN ME DOU BU ZHI DAO , YE BU TAI XIANG ZHI DAO . . . !!! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.................

Labels: what else can i do


Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Whats the matter


HAHhaahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhaha
So long never update my blog le , want know how my life goes?!
Haha , miserable , terrible , Not good ! :]
HAHA !But i still manage to cover all these rubbish
because he tell me what i am suppose to do ,
and my friends too ! Thanks lots guys ! :D
First step ........... Success !
Second Step!? - Still in progress ... hees ! :p
Third Step - Still dont know how to process it .
I will control if i seen you again ....
I said it and i can do it cause i had done my first step successfully!! :]
Hhahahahahahaha ,i must be laughing and smiling all the way .
Jiayou
Heyhey , my birthday is coming and i want from my mother is just
A plate of KANGKONG and the chili fish ! Thats enough .
Cause i dont deserve more than that . :]
SERIOUSLY MY CONFUSION EVERYDAY GROWS !!!
Something's wrong. Sometimes, I just don't know what to do anymore, I no longer understand my feelings & my heart and brain often debates.
Theres no sense in telling me every day my confusion grows I feel fine and I feel good I feel like I never should !

Labels: CONFUSION GROWS .


Tuesday, September 13, 2011
我們的故事 our memories still there .


Wednesday, September 7, 2011
How am i going to get out of this ......


Thursday, September 1, 2011
The feelings will never change

Today went to catch a movie at cine !
We watch SMURF , quite nice but almost sleep at some part of it!
After that off to eat ... i had no appetite :[ and mood was down too !
Haix .... anyway ...
FL & JW
Thanks for everything for today !
Today is the day , my feeling is back again ! :(
No no, i seriously think too much le , am i ?! Hmm ... =[
Feel so uneasy , really is that uneasy much ! :[
Urghh cannot write much here , if not will make ppl misunderstanding & say me wuliao again .
I really dont want to think that much ,
but what i had seen , make me think that much than i try not to .... :(
Haix nevermind shall end the topic here . ! :[

Labels: it getting worst


Wednesday, August 17, 2011
我們都傻 this is what i love !


Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Love a person isnt that easy

Hey ... hmm ... I ate 3 plate of rice this 2 days and i am wondering why !? I tell my mum i *SHI LIAN* le , when i am about to sleep . Hmm... think of many things now adays !! Today was irritated by the LAME person !
Today I AM LIKE ***
Hmm... feel so URGHH nevermind dont say out loud .... Let it be my secret again , this time round i wont say anything anymore again .... AHH ... should let my feelings back again .... SERIOUSLY , stop it ok ....
Relationship does not go for looks ..... is the heart ...
The heart is more important than anything ......
Heyhey , now than i know that i get jealous easily ..... Hmm... should smile and laugh when anythings happen ..... :D
MUMMY & DADDY you all will be fine , dont think too much ,
although one day it will happen .... You all like that make me more worried nia lo ..... SMILE ! :D
Follow your own heart , dont be others shadow .... :]

Loving a person isnt that easy!


Labels: dont go for looks


難得 Sometimes i really wish to ....


Monday, August 15, 2011
不哭 Controlling my tears ....


Sunday, August 14, 2011
Obviously Ans but i still dare not to face it ! =[


Isn't that obvious ?!
I am SILLY but ... how can the feelings say gone jiu gone de .
You will be fine ! :)
I think positive is difficult for me but from now on i must really try to !!
Hmm... But does think positive really help ?!
Woman SIX SENSES is TRUTH ?
Hmm... sometimes i really wish that human have no feelings , by than how nice will it be !
Haix SMILE ? EVERYONE knows how to smile ....
And for me i really wish that i can find back my smile that i had lost when that day reaches ....
It is IMPOSSIBLE ! I KNOW THAT ...















Monday, August 1, 2011
The Next Page of Me will it be a brighten day !?



Hello readers ,
I am back to blog AGAIN !
010811
In the morning i quarrel with my sister just a small things again .
We 1 day never quarrel will die de la ...
So use to it jiu ok le .
In school study study study but after recess i was sick =[
Headache and wanted to vomit !!
What is this sia .... =[
Than my friend AMANDA bring me to SICKBAY !
When i was sick , in the sick bay i was just thinking about you and my oral exam .
I was worried about my ORAL !
I was thinking of you by saying and writing your name out to help me feel relieve .
Because every time i think back that time when i sick badly is you the one who take care of me , not my family members !
So now whenever i am sick i will think back the that time when i was sick got scare by you , and i will laugh .....
No one will know my pain but i can find some ways to kill my pain . =]
Hmm... i found out everything about my kelian de sister le ,
Dont say dao my family , if i heard that i think i will be involve in it too , but in other way .
You make me more and more HATE you when i dont hate a person !!
=[ My arm still hurt like hell , this time round more worst le la .... =[
I miss your massage too ..... Haix .
Oh ya , Happy Birthday AARON LEW ! (My Cousin) =]
Ok ba , shall stop here .
Byebye , wish all my days will b brighten but is difficult .

Labels: it difficult


Sunday, July 31, 2011
Is this what we suppose to be now ....























300711 !! <3
Yesterday was th day .....

Our 1st time watch movie together
thought you wanted to sit with JIEJIE de
so i am like orh ok .....
In the end you sit with me but i can tell you want to sit with her la . =]
Hmm... I dont need to b pretty ,
and is the truth that she is much more prettier than me ! =)
Most important de i know myself how pretty am i in my heart can le . =]
Dont need to care others how they comment about it =] , i dont mind !
ENJOY! ? DID I? !
Hmmm... if we are still the same as at that time
i think i will feel the enjoyment ba .
Hmmm.... i *XIANG TAI DOU* le la ....
But nevermind kai xin jiu hao !
Hmmm... *WONDERING*
can we? will we? should we ? hope we are ? ! HAIX !
Things is getting worst or better now , in this case !? Hmm....
By the way thankyou FLWS ! =] although many irritating words from you !!! =.='' =]
JIAYOU !

Labels: hmm....


Monday, July 25, 2011
我恨我愛你 i dont know why


Hi , blogging again .....
Hmm... today in school most of th time fall asleep
Cause last night dont have a good sleep , thinking of many things !!
Hmm.... End school , check my phone !
Oh you text me , i cant reply cause no prepaid=[
Went back home i ask mummy for my own saving $ to buy prepaid as i 1 month never use phone le
Whos know she headache than throw anger on me !! I am like WTH !
Haix .... never mind lastly got my $
Off to buy my prepaid ... and with sis while she went to alter her shirt !
Back home again.... mummy not well le so we do our housework ....
After that when i first thing reach home is top-up my card and replied you back .
EH why am i that silly ? i dont even know too !!
You said you are tired , i concern you like how i concern others .
But you say i too concern you le ?
I am like oh Sorry , i dont think so .
Haix , i know how silly am i *LAUGHS* but
how would i change when i
had this much feelings on you !!? =[
I am wrong .... Sorry can !!
i bother you too much ,
i irritating ,
i care much about you
sorry i should not do all this
while you are not anything to me .
So
Should i be sad , angry or happy now =[ !!!!
Sad because you say all those word to me .
Angry because you dont even notice it clearly .
Happy because you know that i am talking about you .
Hmmm.... maybe i should think happy is the most important .
So i should happy ... Yea , happy .....
Ya i dont understand anything sorry .
X1000 of SORRY if i really interrupt you or irritate you everyday ...
Every single min , or sec .....
I just wanted you to know , without getting back anything ......

Labels: i dont fake


Sunday, July 24, 2011
I Wanted You badly !

Just wanted to tell you , i want you ....
EVERYTHING !

Always be here .....

Hihi , blogging again .... (Ps so long never blog le) Today go church ..... with ahma & didi so long never eat my favourite *chee chong fun* le so i went to have a bite. Today th song quite meaningful (LOVE IT) End le , went back home mummy not at home =[ So i use com ..... 4+ use dao 6+ watch drama ..... =[ watch dao cry sia !!! =[ Than go buy KOI with jiejie ..... she wanted to drink ....(badly) After that think of many things ..... Hmmm.... When can i happy like we are last time ..... =[ I miss those day badly !!!

Eh , today you quite hmm... *COOL* uh ps to say ! :P Jiayou .... Just wanted to tell you , still got many ppl concern about you de so must really ... JIAYOU JIAYOU .... From today onwards when i saw you i will give you something But you must accept it la ... =] Anyway nothing le la , Jiayou ....

LASTLY ! ADAM KOH YONG SHENG I MISS YOU BADLY ! I so ENVY those sister have their BROTHER LOVE & CARE !! =[

Labels: jiayou


Thursday, July 14, 2011
Must Be strong

Today morning woke up around 450
Get prepared to go to school ... but ....
Yima(my aunt) passed away =(
We rush down to hospital .....
Ytd is the day i last saw her , she is suffering much ...
But she go off peacefully ...... but everyone dont bare to leave her . =[
Yima RIP everyone's loves you especially Jesus .... =)
I did cried but no tears ..... why .... why ....
Bad human being wont died but all good hearted human died .....
=( you you ya you
Must be strong uh ...... if you need me i am here to accompany you .......(if you need)
but i dont think you need ba , you re strong enough hor ... =)
Jiayou, prove to her that you are not useless . =)
Not her only is everyone that look down on you!
JIAYOU JIAYOU !!! Bless you !
Dont be sad , she also wont want to see you guys sad .....
Really feel like crying out loud now ..... i feel th pain you had ! =[

Monday, July 11, 2011
笨的可以


Nothing means nothing like we are now ....

8 , 9 , 930 you end your work ? But when you come back is this really th last time i can see you ? =[
I mean like not always had th chance to see you .

930 already , you had end work ?!

But will you come and take your things o
r tmr !? =[
i want to see your smile , your sweet attitude ..... =[

Today in school i was sick cause yesterday night never sleep well ....

330am woke up and than starring and thinking things

415 i woke up again & this time round i cant sleep ......

*LAUGHS* every thing that i had done and trying to say my concern to you ......

In the end it means nothing .

1015 you are back , took your things and kena scolding OPPS .....

Urghh ... irritating things is you saw what i wrote ..... so PS ......urghhh

I think you will say I AM SILLY by doing all this but i dont find that ....

Cause this is me ? I just being myself ......

Is ok if really as i said maybe is impossible but i dont really that mind la .

Is ok too if you say anything nasty or trying to hurt me ...
I will just follow my heart ! =]

Labels: so is nothing ?


Sunday, July 10, 2011
I understand 我能體諒


Saturday, July 9, 2011
親愛的你怎麼不在我身邊=[


Make me feel ...... where are you .......

Hello ....
Today so many things happen .....
Inconvenience to say here !
My mood goes DOWN!
WHY ! *LAUGHS*
No idea too ...
Haix ............
Urghh there is something i want to speak up but i cant why ? WTF
IRRITATING ! =[
You are tired but you dont even care ,
make me feel that *** is so important to you .
=]LAUGHS , why i so concern about it
when others are making fun of me WTH !
Today i found out the truth le or rather i will say
i found out what i want to know the ans le .
*LAUGHS* whats that meaning , may i know ?
Urghhh .... One day i will really ki siao de lo ..... =[
HELP ME LA , YOU THIS IDIOT !
Obvious ? got that obvious meh? =[
How to make it not obvious than?
I wanted to be my secret forever de leh .....!!!
why why things becomes like WtF =[

Feel like saying WTF !!! _l_

Labels: =[


Saturday, July 2, 2011
习惯就好 , i learn that .


Interesting when you are not here ,

This is what i get !! ***
Why the person that is good or can say is worth it or some thing else good things but take back de is just nothing or rubbish !!! *LAUGHS*
Why the person never do anything , lies , act real or do any thing bad they get back de all so nice things , so cool stuff ... *LAUGHS*
This is what heaven is doing ?!
By hurting ppl that care , ppl that do things right , ppl that concern much !?
WTF !
Sometimes i feel like a servant to you ...
Oh why i so *TING HUA* sia .... Am i a Dog or anything to you ?! That can control what you want me to do?!
RESPECT ?! HAHA .... Yeah maybe is i respect too much le get back really a SHIT not any thing else .
You will never see what i do when it is good , but bad things that i done you will scold like hell .
BAD THINGS(EG, No manners , quarrel with siblings , not doing housework and more ! )
Good Things that i done you will never bother much (EG . I tidy all th house by myself , wash clothes , hang clothes , sweep the floor , mop , wash dishes , tidy those places that are messy .)
HaHa what is all this !? Or should say all this thing is i should do as i am th 3rd younger child !
Haha *LAUGHS*
Haha , yeah when i dont lend or anything else you will scold me she dont lend or any thing else you will just let it be . HAHA , IS THIS TH WAY !? OH!?
LOGIC ? LOGIC ? LOGIC? SORRY LA SISTER MY IQ LOW NO COMMON SENSE DONT KNOW WHAT IS LOGIC ! ?
You know what is LOGIC more than me la ! (Y)
FAKE ? WHAT IS FAKE ? ASK HER BETTER , SHE IS GOOD AT THAT !
Maybe everyone will say THIS IS ALL SO CHILDISH !
Let it be , i don care how you look at this matter because say happiness you guys are happiness then me ! =]
But in the end all this i will say !!!
XI GUAN JIU HAO ! =]
《习惯就好》
Everything slowly and slowly happening
My feelings to you is also slowly and slowly getting worst by missing you like HELL !
I want you to b my side help me overcome those irritating things ....
BUT that is impossible !!
I want you to care about me , so that i wont feel lonely...
I want you , so that i wont get hurt much !
*LAUGHS* this is all i want but are you there ?
*GETTING WORST*
BUT
XI GUAN JIU HAO !!!
《习惯就好 》 =)

Labels: Fake


Friday, June 17, 2011
你还爱我吗 ? wanted to ask you !


I want to know th turth but i just dont have th brave to find out !

Updating Blog Again !
Tell you guys something i really dont know what to write about it as i really had nothing to write!
But about my family things is back again !
Eh you dont b an idiot la please _l_
Still dont know whats going on dont say thing loud .
Eh i really need you now badly , actually not now , is everyday ... =[
This feeling is really terrible or is i xin gan qing yuan ? Haix ...
This song , th lyrics really suit my feelings to you !
你还爱我吗 一直好想问你这句话 却又怕 听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗 却又怕 听到你真实的回答
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你 你还爱我吗
我情不自禁想到你 那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛

The meaning is ,
Do you still love me , i really hope one day can ask you this question
Do you still love me , but if i ask you this question i scared to hear th truth
No matter how you ans me back ,
I will still wait for you !

Almost everyday i will suddenly miss you ,
and our sweet memories ,
always make me tears drop .

Now i say all this le you know whats th meaning ma ?
Mayb ya i am a fool to wait for you , but i dont mind
Or mayb ya now i dont know how to think but i really dont care much
At least i know now my heart only got you 1 person jiu enough le .
Shall end here haix .... =[ ENJOY !

Labels: how am i going to find out without any brave ...


Wednesday, June 8, 2011
其實還愛你


Tuesday, June 7, 2011
This is how i live without you everyday
























Heyheyhey hello , long time never update le .... Hees ,sorry to all readers uh :P
Hmm... actually nothing much now adays i want to find work and buy clothes for my mum and sis , but mummy dont know , :P
Haix , THIS IS MY LIFE !
Tell you guys something , actually i still love him ! :P Hees .
Haix .
Saw you i felt relieve but when you say her you know how i feel ?
I feel , oh GOOD LUCK you can de jiayou .
As long you are happy , i wont mind anything so what that person is not me . =]
If you feel that your heart cant really bear to let go ,
Than dont make your heart suffer lot ,
Just go on with it , cause i guess you really love her . =]
Actually nothing much la , i really wont mind much just really just
JIAYOU , GOOD LUCK !
WO YI DING HUI CHENG QUAN NI DE! :D
Lastly i miss you everday , every sec and every min ! :D
CANG ZAI WO XIN LI DE YI JU HUA SHI

其實我還愛你 ! <3

The End ! Enjoy !

Labels: This is me for you


Sunday, May 22, 2011
很想你 yet you dont know .




20MAY2011
Whole Day , i miss you ! And i drop a plate of my rice ....
21MAY2011
I freaking miss you and this feeling is terrible !
22MAY2011
I dont feel the pain i had when i made dao myself got blood but i only just miss you and it describe my feelings for that !!
OI , i want to say out loud that IMISSYOU !!!! ..... URGHHHHHHHHHHHH but what you had told me it really confuse me much !!! :(
MISS MISS MISS everything , everyday i miss like nobody BUSINESS !!
BYEBYE end here MISS YOU YET YOU DONT KNOW !FcK!!!

Labels: idiot you


Saturday, May 7, 2011
Nothing much , just go on with it ....


HAHA , hello updating blog again .... :) Everything went fine ? O.o Haha , can say so ... But something worst happen this few days make me feel so sad ... BASKET .
I dont know what to write le la
Haha , EXAM EXAM EXAM i am doing well in it ... (:
By the way daily , this is how i live with nothing ....
  • My stupid LOOKS ....
  • STUPID HIM !!
  • EVERYTHING (FAMILY )
Really if you dont know my feeling you wont care much about it ! WTf !
But Nevermind let it be my secret forever , Haha ! (:

Anyway la good luck for what you like to be .

This is my secret , you wont found out ... (:
Lets the picture talks all about it ! (:

Labels: This is how i live


Sunday, May 1, 2011
Life like this !!?


Urghh actually got alot things to say de but now dont know what to say le la .
:( I need a listener now .
I am confuse by everything abit by abit ! :(
I need you right now , you said if i sad can talk to you , but you sleep le .
Haix ... get my meaning by this !!? :(
Nevermind la rest well . :()
Dont like this can ? please.... really will stress de leh .
You just mess up my mind .
You think of other thing /others ppl than us more often !
Do you know sometime what you do we will get piss off ?
Actually we lied to you about our feeligs , you also dont know .
So what the point ! ?
Daddy i really F miss you ! :(
YOu know our feelings now ?
May i know who feel know what we feel now !!?
FKCUTTM!!!




Labels: cool in what way


Saturday, April 23, 2011
This is how we going to gone through in our life ?

Hmm ... dont know what to write about !!
Lets start from today ba !
Now at AMK(DADDY HSE) , when i am sleeping daddy disturb me ! (NAUGHTYHIM) :p
I wake up le jiu eat carrotcake !!!
Ran hou jiu go on com useuseuse !!!
Here than daddy come in and say :HOWLIFE?
Me: Hmmm....
Daddy:Eh lin bei talking to you leh , dang wa bo eh uh ? (*LAUGHS*)
Means he is talking to me , i treat him invisible de uh !
Me: *LAUGHS*
Than daddy jiu start talk about our family matter le like about $ ? about YOU !!
I keep listening and listening .... quite make sense la .
When he say finish le , i am like i think i know whats my decision le .
After awhile something hit my mind and my decision change abit again !
Urghhh .... can make it a FULLSTOP ?
I am getting confuse abit by abit le STOPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!
Haix .....REALLY FML sia !!
Eh where the hell are you la!!
Why everytime i need you de most you disappear from me sia ?
STOP it la , come here please ...
I am really going to mad le by all those things around me !!!
But i know BOBIAN !! =.=''
Haix ... End here le byebye !

Labels: FML really


Thursday, April 21, 2011
Back to the days !





Today 21/5/11
I never go school , rested at home .
Got the appetite to eat le (:
No vomiting le (:
No diarrhea le (:
but still dizzy . :(
Mummy dont let me drink what i want and what i want to eat ! :(
But nevermind i know she is for my good !!
REST REST REST ~~~

Eat dinner le now ok le i am finally ok not suffering much le :D so happy .
But still got 40% giddy la .
Mummy go out awhile do her thing and the house was in a big mess and i was like so irritated !
I packed all the things neatly and wash the plates
everything was done and i on my com start to update blog .

That moment , mummy is back and she is like ...
''What you guys doing why so quite ? ''
Because i off the light !!

Why i helped out when i am that sick is because
i dont want mummy to shout her and there again le .

Later i headache again , i will sure die ......

Lucky she never shout her and there anot my sick sure back to same condition de .

Hmm ... shall end here now doing homework .... (:
Whenever i am sick , i will miss you X100 time everyday i miss you
I really need you right now but where are you ?

Not even as concern words from you ?
WtF i think is i think too much le la .
But no matter what i will still miss you !!


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I am sick but you are not around again .


2o/4/11
Lets start from my sickness and suffering day !
Everything was fine in school , finally PE come le .
I run finish le , i pass and it better than my 1st time .
After that recess , i bought PINK Dolphin and eating GUMMYBEAR !
what a nice cool drink is cool and damn shock (iloveit)
Not awhile i feel giddy and blurblur le , went to class get change le .
Jiu Chinese class le , when chinese class that time i wanted to vomit le but i never say .
Untill my friend look at me than i tell her and she told teacher .
I went to toilet and vomited just now what i drink and eat .
Now awhile more i stomach pain le .
WTF , DIZZY , VOMITED & DIARRHEA come in one time !
It vry painful and i am suffering !!
My friend , Claudia bring me to SICKBAY .
I was lying like nobody business cause i really CTI le .
I am like wanted to vomited out when i reach general office but i tolerate till Claudia give me plastic bag .
REST REST REST ~~~
I was thinking of you , when the day you take care of me .
The worst thing is Claudia put so many ''feng you'' on my head when i say my head pain .
Cause i was hitting my head that time .

Actually i wanted to scold her and tell her vry hot but i no strength to talk le so nevermind .
Anyway thanks for taking care of me and skip LAP class .....
Thanks all my friend who cares about me ! :D

IlovemyDADDY !
Oh and ya thanks mummy , daddy !
When i am sick mummy was unable to come and called daddy .
I was wondering who is coming to fetch me home that moment !
When i saw DADDY come and fetch me i smile at him .
I am so glad and happy when he come and fetch me .
(Because i didt expect he will come )
He bring me so see doc and see him with that nervous face make me laugh . (:
He hold me so tight because i was so weak and no strength .
He say be strong to me and tell me say jokes like ''must like him , that strong'' (:
I smiled back at him (:
Thanks DADDY ILOVEYOU more than anyone ! (: MUACKS ! :D
but sorry to waste your $ , $ is difficult to earn ! :(

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